If a desire to broaden your mind or try your hand at something new meets with a barrier, try to assess how self-created this is. Is it possible that your inability to take it further stems from something you were told in the past or when you were younger? Even if discouraging comments come from elsewhere, others can only slow you down. Stopping completely is something you have control over
You might think your emotional veneer is tough to crack, but thoughts or feelings could be transparent now. So, reduce stress or frustration by spilling some emotional beans. Tell somebody close what you want to happen or experience between you. The time to do either or both could be ideal. There's truth in that old saying about regretting what we don't do.
If you're agitated, feeling unsure of yourself and find it difficult to relax, take some time out to unwind. If you can, find a place to create a calm atmosphere for yourself with dimmed lighting/candles, meditative music, and perfumed oils with mood-enhancing properties. Do some breathing exercises and relax your mind.
Today is not a good day for financial adventures. You are being somewhat sluggish and aren't at all creative. Refrain from starting ambitious projects. You don't have the necessary willpower to conclude them successfully. Wait for better times, because if you try to force things through now, they will backfire.