To explain to anyone what's going on in your mind or heart, there could be a few factors to get to grips with first. But you could put too much focus on your finances or material situation. There's always money available for someone determined to make it. But what you could do with more of is love, affection, and possibly confidence. Let coming events show you how easily accessible they are.
There's no harm in looking to the future or making ambitious plans. You could be champing at the bit to enjoy, indulge in, and experience much that has been absent in your world recently. But it is possible to go over the top with plan-making and the money needed to turn your and a lover's visions into something real. Patience and prudence are essential ingredients to thinking big now.