'If you want to soar with eagles, don't mix with turkeys in the barnyard.' If you want to be successful, only involve yourself with people who are 100% positive.' Such words are said often. But if we exclude anybody offering even a hint of negativity, we'd lead very lonely lives. Somebody you might perceive as a negative influence could provide a ray of positivity you need. Don't exclude them.
Even if your list of responsibilities seems to grow by the minute, you know which can be put to one side to focus on a loved one or someone special. Perhaps, it takes a loved one's drama to bring you back frequently to focus on matters of the heart. You're doing a tricky juggling act by anyone's standards. But when love calls, you're more determined to answer.
Your need to push yourself forward is a sign of uneasiness. Find your inner balance again with a completely different fitness regime you're able to enjoy. Make sure to make time for your hobbies and preferred recreational activities. Avoid team sports, as you're so demanding you'll risk making yourself unpopular.
With regard to finances, you may have some unpleasant experiences today and are forced to become aware of your own weaknesses. Be strong when others make you look at yourself in the mirror, it could be a positive learning experience. It will allow you to prepare for large-scale projects. Avoid big investments for the present.